Soo,today i felt giddy and vomitted in school.Plus my wrist felt so numb.
Went home to rest uh.
Just got back from doc.Blood pressure’s low,been straining my eyes too much.
So conclusion of doc?
I’m stressed.LOL.
I knew i was stressed up,but i swear i didnt know that it could lead to such side effects.
I thought i could handle stress well.
Well,guess not.LOL.
Sigh,i really dont know how i’m going to manage it & its only the first month.
Good lord save me.I just want to survive this shit and move onto poly.
I should probably go talk to sujuno soon.
Sighh,i really dk what to do to relieve this stress.I mean everyone tells me not to worry,but how not to when im like afraid that i cant make it next year?I dont wanna be crying due to disappointment.At the same time, i want to maintain my sanity.LOL.
And i’ve got to go to national skin clinic for my goddamn head tmr.
Soooo,i’ve missed so many lessons already.Physics & chem test on wednesday.
There’s gonna be bio test every friday.ARGHH.
k uma shut up now.
LOL.
anyways,side tracking abit,i’m like match making dakshaini and ashok annae for their date sometime after valentine’s day cos both also on that day not free-.-
Like cute or what,he telling me what he intends to do and i can like literally picture it.
They’ll look so cute tgt :3 But i really hope dachu doesnt ruin this entire date or i swear i’ll kill her-.-
Speaking of valentines,i got my gift for piggy already :D
I really hope she likes it sia :P
Annnddd,i pissed her off ytd abit,i’m sorry piggy :(
I hope my valentines gift would make up for it.
And piggy,i know its gonna sound stereotypical,but just be patient about your love life,there is someone out there for you,but just that you can’t identify him as of yet.Dont be sad about it :(
And i can’t believe i was sucha drama queen yesterday.Gosh,i see all the texts and sent the both of them yesterday night and i’m like,wtf was i thinking-_-“
I should have just said yes at the start,and could have avoided all those drama.sheesh,i swear i’d be a good actress.LOLOLOLOL.
At the same time,im afraid that im taking things too fast.Like i mean,u guys can see whats happening to me already,its the first month only im like this,i just dont want another hurdle on my way ,cos honestly after the lecture the doc gave me,i dont think i can handle it :(
Dear god,please induce some sanity in me and lead the way :(